Is It Insane to Keep Working at Something That You've Already Lost?

Is it insane to keep working at this solo art show?  Somehow, losing the opportunity has doubled my conviction to make the work for it.  I don't know.  Am I weird that way? I am weird that way...and in many more ways.  Nevertheless, here are a couple more work in progress images.  


I'm not ready to talk about them or what they mean yet.....just like I'm not ready to look for an exhibition space for that big, beautiful art show...yet.  


Hereafter, let this work and all the forthcoming work be know as, "That Big, Beautiful Art Show". Ha!  Stay tuned for more work in progress.