Yes, it was a struggle to get the moths and the boy on this Metaphorosis magazine cover to take flight. I tried some new things and unfortunately sometimes, that is just what happens when you take risks and dare to do something new. One of the new things I tried was a different paper which I thought would work well because it was a high quality art paper that had gotten a lot of good reviews.
For my purposes, it ended up being the bane of my illustrating existence. I didn’t like how it didn’t hold the color very well and the texture was much more rough than I expected or wanted. How was I suppose to make him look glowing and otherworldly when I my colors wouldn’t do what I wanted them to do?
I tried to spray on a new layer of texture to lay on more color to cover the rough texture underneath it. This didn’t have the effect I intended, making everything more strange, murkier and muddier. I added some greenish-yellow to emphasize the moths and that wasn’t quite the right move either. What could I do?
When you hit a dead end, you just have to stop picking at it like a scab because it will bleed and get infected if you don’t stop. Just stop. Put down the drawing and stop. I had to walk away for a few days and forget about it.
When I returned, I had some fresh ideas. I thought I could play with the illustration in Adobe Photoshop and change the contrast and brightness of certain elements to get the effect that I wanted. I’m happy to report that it finally worked. Below is the glowing, strange moths cover that I submitted to my editor. He had no problem with it (or at least any that he told me).
Next week, you’ll get to read the story that this strange moth illustration is about as well as all the other powerful stories I read for the May 2019 issue of Metaphorosis magazine. Let me know what you think it. I’d enjoy getting your perspective of the story and how my illustration fits with it (or not). Plus learning your opinion and point of view makes me feel less alone and less disconnected in this strange world.